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[personal profile] sorrynotguilty 2017-10-12 02:12 am (UTC)(link)
How could he pull away? What good is that going to do him? Though when Tarn tightens the grip, Megatron's optics flash. His hand lands on Tarn's wrist, pushing it away.

"I did take pleasure in it. Sick and twisted as it was. Your pain. Your humiliation. Owning you as I won..."
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[personal profile] sorrynotguilty 2017-10-12 03:09 am (UTC)(link)
It's difficult to fight against the coaxing of his spark. His entire frame shudders, his resistance only holding on by a thread. In this moment he loathes that power of Tarn's. It makes his tanks churn even as the hold he has on that wrist lessens.

"I'm done with it. No more, Damus. We could be more than just cruel monsters venting their frustrations on the ones we were meant to save."
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[personal profile] sorrynotguilty 2017-10-12 03:52 am (UTC)(link)
It is only a matter of time. He can feel it in his spark and in his frame. This is made apparent as the heat from Tarn's frame catches his own. His vents catch before the other tank can even reach him. Once they do, his optics turn a darker shade of crimson and he shivers.

"We are never past negotiation," he says, voice a little thicker. His EMF lights up, spreading just a bit further, more eager than he is mentally to meet Tarn's.
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[personal profile] sorrynotguilty 2017-10-13 12:04 am (UTC)(link)
That arousal hits Megatron full force, going right down to his array and pooling there. His field returns it, the tank's grip tightening on Tarn's wrist. It's not to push the Decepticon away, but more grounding himself against the heat that's started to cloud his mind. To keep himself upright and not disoriented.

"I'm not the traitor here," he hisses, attempting to move his helm away from Tarn's with likely little success. His frame already yearns for the contact - to be touched. For those claws to dip further into those gaps.
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[personal profile] sorrynotguilty 2017-10-13 01:57 am (UTC)(link)
It's actually painful to resist and struggle. Megatron can feel his frame shake, almost trembling. His field is no different, lashing out at Tarn's as if to invite the DJD's leader and his touch. An aborted sound - likely from those claws in his vents - that catches in the ex-Con's throat.

"You never stopped until the end."

Megatron's also never known a day where he hasn't stopped struggling. Not that it matters, since he's already sinking down to a knee.
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[personal profile] sorrynotguilty 2017-10-13 02:59 am (UTC)(link)
It might have been better for Megatron if Tarn had left the mask on. At least then he might have been able to disassociate better. Though looking straight into the face of Glitch? That makes this all too personal.

Megatron isn't unaffected by those words either. His fans click on, signalling that his frame has reached a point where it needs those fans working to cool off. He remembers all those times he had enjoyed watching Tarn struggle, face down onto whatever surface had been available so Megatron could take his pleasure from the other tank. He liked exerting his authority and control... Those memories make him burn.

He's finally losing this battle, control now fraying.
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[personal profile] sorrynotguilty 2017-10-13 03:24 am (UTC)(link)
"No," Megatron growls.

It's the only way he can disguise his own voice at the moment. His field is flaring out by now, one hand finding purchase on one of Tarn's hips. He's fighting the urge to bring the other tank closer, his own array enticed by the sight of Tarn opening himself up for Megatron. It aches, really. His covers and panel are all still in place, but for how much longer?

Really that valve and node are so hard to miss, especially with Megatron down on a knee. It's staring him right in the face. So close. There's a click as he resets his vocalizer, even if his reply is strained.

"I haven't given it much thought."

Until like. Right now. His optics darken, unable to actually look away now.
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[personal profile] sorrynotguilty 2017-10-14 06:00 pm (UTC)(link)
"I don't," he hisses, partially to try to release more heat from his frame and to keep telling himself that.

While his answer is true, the drug in his system disagree. Tarn, unfortunately, is painting a rather pretty picture and his thumb is already stroking pelvic armor. Maybe Tarn thinks that eventually Megatron is going to fall apart and throw him down to just ravage that frame. It's not going to work out that way. Megatron just doesn't have it in him to be that violent.

His other hand has found itself on Tarn's thigh. The tank's mind is swimming now. Frankly, Megatron's almost dizzy and it's all starting to become uncomfortable. How much longer can he hold out? Not much, really.
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[personal profile] sorrynotguilty 2017-10-15 07:52 pm (UTC)(link)
Megatron can't argue it. Not that he really has the time to, mind. He's very distracted by his own singing need and the warmth of the frame in front of him to see that foot coming. The tank should have and he growl he emits is out of frustration as he lands on his back - albeit there's more than one reason to be frustrated and it's not just a mental/emotional one.

Tarn is on him instantly. Hardly a surprise. Unfortunately, Megatron can't suppress the groan or the violent shudder that has his plates rattling. There's no real resolve to test here. The heat given off by Tarn's valve pales in comparison to the one radiating from Megatron's still closed one. The Autobot doesn't have control of himself enough to stop his panel from sliding open in response.
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[personal profile] sorrynotguilty 2017-10-16 07:56 pm (UTC)(link)
It isn't hard to find Megatron's spike to grind back against. Almost immediately after those panels slide open, covers follow. His spike is fully pressurized. The drug in his system is really affecting his drive. The only resistance the tank still has remains with his hands. They smack the floor, scraping lines in the metal surface even as his hips raise to meet Tarn's.
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[personal profile] sorrynotguilty 2017-10-16 10:07 pm (UTC)(link)
His engine sputters and revs, shaking both of their frames from the sheer force of it. Megatron's offlined his optics, but not out of trust or enjoyment. He doesn't want to look at Tarn nor does he want to see himself and what's about to transpire. His spike is already throbbing, twitching as Tarn draws a hand over it.

Naturally he fights Tarn's grip for a moment, back arching with a hiss at the other tank's teasing. If he's going to just force himself upon Megatron, the Autobot wishes he'd just get on with it. Even as his hand fails and lands on Tarn's hip, is vents stutter out warm air. It's so tempting to just force the other down on him. His hand shakes at Tarn's hip from the effort it takes to resist.
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[personal profile] sorrynotguilty 2017-10-17 12:09 am (UTC)(link)
Suffering is not the proper word here. Torment is the correct word here. Relief from his boiling hot circuits is right within reach. Tarn is right in saying all he has to do is take. That's the problem though, isn't it? The taking. To allow it is choosing it and that would hurt more than anything else that Tarn could do here today. Or ever.

"N-no," he chokes out. "Can't."

He isn't that person anymore. If he goes through with it, then he's certain there won't be any mercy. Then it his choice to come along could be twisted against him. Yet part of his very spark is telling the tank to go for it. That shaking grip becomes almost bruising. There's nothing gentle or kind about it.
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[personal profile] sorrynotguilty 2017-10-17 01:08 am (UTC)(link)
"Please don't," he very nearly pleads.

Tarn knows he isn't going to last forever. Megatron knows this too. The drug is already starting to affect the way he thinks, not just his frame. Tarn's node rubbing against his spike... Those plush lips being so close and coating him so nicely... Megatron remembers how it feels.

"I won't forgive myself later," Megatron says, brutally honest. He'd never be this way otherwise, but it's still latching onto what new part of himself that he can. In reality, he knows Tarn doesn't care. However, in this moment, he can almost think that Tarn is an actual person who might give a damn.

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