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[personal profile] sorrynotguilty 2017-10-13 03:24 am (UTC)(link)
"No," Megatron growls.

It's the only way he can disguise his own voice at the moment. His field is flaring out by now, one hand finding purchase on one of Tarn's hips. He's fighting the urge to bring the other tank closer, his own array enticed by the sight of Tarn opening himself up for Megatron. It aches, really. His covers and panel are all still in place, but for how much longer?

Really that valve and node are so hard to miss, especially with Megatron down on a knee. It's staring him right in the face. So close. There's a click as he resets his vocalizer, even if his reply is strained.

"I haven't given it much thought."

Until like. Right now. His optics darken, unable to actually look away now.
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[personal profile] sorrynotguilty 2017-10-14 06:00 pm (UTC)(link)
"I don't," he hisses, partially to try to release more heat from his frame and to keep telling himself that.

While his answer is true, the drug in his system disagree. Tarn, unfortunately, is painting a rather pretty picture and his thumb is already stroking pelvic armor. Maybe Tarn thinks that eventually Megatron is going to fall apart and throw him down to just ravage that frame. It's not going to work out that way. Megatron just doesn't have it in him to be that violent.

His other hand has found itself on Tarn's thigh. The tank's mind is swimming now. Frankly, Megatron's almost dizzy and it's all starting to become uncomfortable. How much longer can he hold out? Not much, really.
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[personal profile] sorrynotguilty 2017-10-15 07:52 pm (UTC)(link)
Megatron can't argue it. Not that he really has the time to, mind. He's very distracted by his own singing need and the warmth of the frame in front of him to see that foot coming. The tank should have and he growl he emits is out of frustration as he lands on his back - albeit there's more than one reason to be frustrated and it's not just a mental/emotional one.

Tarn is on him instantly. Hardly a surprise. Unfortunately, Megatron can't suppress the groan or the violent shudder that has his plates rattling. There's no real resolve to test here. The heat given off by Tarn's valve pales in comparison to the one radiating from Megatron's still closed one. The Autobot doesn't have control of himself enough to stop his panel from sliding open in response.
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[personal profile] sorrynotguilty 2017-10-16 07:56 pm (UTC)(link)
It isn't hard to find Megatron's spike to grind back against. Almost immediately after those panels slide open, covers follow. His spike is fully pressurized. The drug in his system is really affecting his drive. The only resistance the tank still has remains with his hands. They smack the floor, scraping lines in the metal surface even as his hips raise to meet Tarn's.
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[personal profile] sorrynotguilty 2017-10-16 10:07 pm (UTC)(link)
His engine sputters and revs, shaking both of their frames from the sheer force of it. Megatron's offlined his optics, but not out of trust or enjoyment. He doesn't want to look at Tarn nor does he want to see himself and what's about to transpire. His spike is already throbbing, twitching as Tarn draws a hand over it.

Naturally he fights Tarn's grip for a moment, back arching with a hiss at the other tank's teasing. If he's going to just force himself upon Megatron, the Autobot wishes he'd just get on with it. Even as his hand fails and lands on Tarn's hip, is vents stutter out warm air. It's so tempting to just force the other down on him. His hand shakes at Tarn's hip from the effort it takes to resist.
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[personal profile] sorrynotguilty 2017-10-17 12:09 am (UTC)(link)
Suffering is not the proper word here. Torment is the correct word here. Relief from his boiling hot circuits is right within reach. Tarn is right in saying all he has to do is take. That's the problem though, isn't it? The taking. To allow it is choosing it and that would hurt more than anything else that Tarn could do here today. Or ever.

"N-no," he chokes out. "Can't."

He isn't that person anymore. If he goes through with it, then he's certain there won't be any mercy. Then it his choice to come along could be twisted against him. Yet part of his very spark is telling the tank to go for it. That shaking grip becomes almost bruising. There's nothing gentle or kind about it.
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[personal profile] sorrynotguilty 2017-10-17 01:08 am (UTC)(link)
"Please don't," he very nearly pleads.

Tarn knows he isn't going to last forever. Megatron knows this too. The drug is already starting to affect the way he thinks, not just his frame. Tarn's node rubbing against his spike... Those plush lips being so close and coating him so nicely... Megatron remembers how it feels.

"I won't forgive myself later," Megatron says, brutally honest. He'd never be this way otherwise, but it's still latching onto what new part of himself that he can. In reality, he knows Tarn doesn't care. However, in this moment, he can almost think that Tarn is an actual person who might give a damn.
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[personal profile] sorrynotguilty 2017-10-17 01:59 am (UTC)(link)
No, he doesn't deserve forgiveness. Though to Tarn he means to the Decepticons and "the Cause." Megatron isn't talking of that. Granted, no matter what angle, the fact remains that the tank has failed everyone.

Then it happens. Megatron laughs. It's cold, grip just about crushing the plating on Tarn's hip. A last moment of clarity. "All this... Because you're so lost. Perhaps I might lose this battle but you've already lost your world. But it will never be as humiliating as what Optimus put me through and I'll never find you as stimulating as he."
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[personal profile] sorrynotguilty 2017-10-17 02:40 am (UTC)(link)
"I already have," he growls out. "First Drift. Orion. Bumblebee and Minimus. But you? You'll never get it back"
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[personal profile] sorrynotguilty 2017-10-17 03:09 am (UTC)(link)
"I don't need it to work," he grins, strained. "You know, deep down in your spark, it's true. Nothing you do will change that. In the end: all is meaningless."

Tarn shouldn't have gotten his face so close? Why? This time when Megatron rocks his hips, it comes with the tank biting the DJD leader's lip.
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[personal profile] sorrynotguilty 2017-10-17 04:00 am (UTC)(link)
It will have to do. This is more than what Megatron might have wanted, but at least it's not completely giving into Tarn's desires. Yes, he might have moved his hips, but he never pulled the other tank down.

But there's so much relief. Megatron's mind goes blank, battle finally lost as he feels that dripping valve around and squeezing greedily on his spike. He doesn't engage in the kiss, not the way that Tarn would like. The one bite is all that he has in him, so Tarn can be as brutal as he likes.
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[personal profile] sorrynotguilty 2017-10-19 07:28 pm (UTC)(link)
Before, the taste of someone's spilled energon would have been welcomed. Now it does little more than churn Megatron's tanks. Perhaps it is a futile effort to get his face away from that forceful mouth on his own, but there is at least one or two attempts.

Besides, the focus is more on how Tarn's valve takes in his spike. The tank can feel the lubricant dripping and pooling. Megatron might be swimming in heat and lust, but he's certainly not that wet and ready to go. Who knows what sorts of liberties Tarn has in mind, but Megatron only rises to meet the other tank coming down. Yes, the grip on those hips does help. He does use it to bring Tarn down to hip, but there's naught else, save for the sound of Megatron's straining fans.

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